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037-040 » the reason for time

WHO: Everyone.
WHERE: Eastern/Central Mathias
WHEN: Day 037-040
WHAT: The dead return and the living wake to changes within Mathias Township.
WARNINGS: Some explicit sexual content in threads. (PM this account to have a warning added!)
NOTES: Plotting post over here!

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DAY 037
THE DEAD RETURN
“The only reason for time is so that everything
doesn't happen at once.” —Albert Einstein
The dead return to Mathias forever changed by their experiences. Waking along the beach, near the tree line, or among the graves, they will find that their bodies are not as they remember them. They are whole again and not torn to shreds by the shadow creatures that cannot be described, but they are also not as they were before the Hunt. These residents will find, so strangely, that their bodies are in the physical state in which they first arrived in Mathias — any injuries or recovery they have made since their initial arrival no longer exists, as if their time in Mathias has simply been a horrible nightmare. Except they all now carry a last reminder of the Hunt with them: spiderweb-thin healed scars marking their injuries from the Hunt. Those who were injured by fire in the other realm also carry those burns with them.

The dead are not the only things that have returned to Mathias. Inexplicably, fall is back, with the temperature finally reaching above freezing and snow falling from trees to reveal beautiful autumnal colors. As the sun rises higher in the lightly cloudy sky and the day warms, the snow begins rapidly melting, puddles growing in the slowly revealed grass and little rivers forming in the streets. And with that snow comes the frozen blood from the deaths to the Hunt, tinting the street river on Phillips Drive a sickening shade of red.

Another oddity that residents will notice: houses with broken windows from the encounter with the fog on Day 015 have now been completely repaired, though any boards put in place are still there somehow. A small bit of good news, at least? And truly, how kind of Mathias to clean up its own mess.

Finally, alcohol is back. Enjoy in moderation, friends, for more will not be arriving the following morning.

THE NEW ARRIVALS
The newest arrivals to Mathias will wake up on the beach near The Grey Gull. It's quite chilly out with their wet clothes, but surely there's something to help warm them inside the restaurant. Indeed, their timing is perfect, for alcohol has finally returned to Mathias Township — and not just the cowboys' homemade moonshine.

DAY 038-039
THE CHANGE OF SEASON
The continued warm weather proves that the unseasonable shift of the previous day was not merely a fluke. Once again, the sun rises and brings with it a temperature that feels almost spring-like, save for the fact that each day there seem to be more and more leaves on the trees in hues of red and orange. For those who have been in Mathias for some time, this new type of weird may be almost normal at this point, but newer arrivals will likely find it quite odd.

The gently trickling river running along Phillips Drive is still somewhat pink in color as the snow continues to melt and refreeze each night. By Day 040, the bloody snow will finally be gone completely, though the relief will be... short-lived.

DAY 040
THE BLINDING WHITE
In the late morning of Day 040, when the sun is visible through patchy greyish clouds, the fog sweeps into town like a like a tidal wave. It moves in quickly and without warning, not from the waterfront but the forest, cascading through every street in a thick wave of white. Rather than a soft blanket enveloping the town, it is a heavy weight pressing down, blotting out the sky in a way that almost feels suffocating, for none can see further than their outstretch hand.

Those outside when it rolls in are left wandering blind, stumbling toward shelter as you're unable to even see your feet beneath you, let alone any obstacles in your path. Perhaps you call out for help, hoping for another voice to guide you toward shelter or simply another living soul. Or perhaps you were lucky enough to already be inside when the fog descended, quickly closing doors and windows to keep it from creeping in.

Unlike the last time the fog swept into the town, residents who encounter it are not immediately killed. Instead, they are simply disoriented, possibly losing their sense of time and place, and it is only after prolonged exposure that they will begin to feel off. A sense of being ill will cling to them if they are in the fog for too long, including dizziness, lightheadedness, or nausea — the time it takes to manifest varies from person to person, as does the duration it will last after leaving the fog.

By nightfall, the fog still has not dissipated.

CONDITIONS UPDATE

— THE WEATHER conditions are fairly typical for late fall: chilly "sweater weather" days and nights that can dip just below freezing. You don't want to be outside without a coat, but it won't kill anyone if they bundle up. Probably.

— THE FOG remains blocking the paths in the forest beginning a few dozen yards past the treeline, urging residents to stay huddled within the town proper, and it also now blocks the western section of town, beginning just past Hill Lane, before where residents know the chasm in the earth to be between Hill and Stine Road. Venturing into the fog blocking these areas is ill-advised.

— DISAPPEARANCES continue. Castiel and Sam Winchester have vanished, and Dean Winchester has not returned with the others after his death during the Hunt.

— THE GRAVEYARD has now seen around a dozen burials, both below and above ground. With the weather warming, though, something may need to be done about the handful of temporary graves aboveground...

— ALCOHOL has returned to Mathias! A small stock of beer and cheap wine may be found at the General Store, and some homes may have a small store of alcohol in the fridge or pantry. The Grey Gull has also been restocked with its lower-end offerings of a variety of alcohol types. Alcohol does not replenish in the same way as food.

— THE GREY GULL has been cleaned up and stocked with moonshine. Along with the newly restocked usual offerings, the place almost seems like an actual bar again.

— THE GENERAL STORE is in a bit of a state following the brutal slaughter of two residents during the Hunt. Cleanup on aisle 3, anyone?

OOC NOTES

— FOOD is now being mysteriously restocked as per usual, including inside homes and at the General Store. Alcohol is not being restocked. Use those rationing skills, friends.

— REWARD REDEPEMPTION is back and will soon have a new option for anyone looking to spend big AP and learn a bit more of the lore of the town.

— MADNESSES due to the Hunt have been earned by Klaus Hargreeves, Ellie, and Malcolm Bright and may now be claimed. Players may also claim additional sanity loss from the aftermath of the Hunt; only losses from the Hunt itself have been deducted from totals thus far.

— SANITY REGAIN is now available! Players will submit a form with some details of the progress their character has made and the mod will review and decide on the numbers of points that will be regained.

— MOD STATUS The usual reminder that it's mostly just Amy steering this ship for now, so things will probably be pretty slow for a while. Apologies in advance, and please don't feel shy about pinging me if you're stuck waiting for something.

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"Right," he says, an awkward half-smile ghosting across his features ducking his head. He's not very good at that. Letting people handle themselves. He had been better before, at waiting for people to approach him before he intervenes. Mathias has been chipping away at him, slowly turning him into this overprotective, screeching fuckoff hawk that just flaps and kicks at everything.

When the second proper hug comes, Doc lets himself hug back, both arms high across Neal's back, thumb brushing over his shoulder. It's almost as if Neal had found the off switch tucked away behind his neck.

"I don't think I will be," he whispers, an over-the-shoulder confession he can make when they're not making eye contact, voice a little muffled, swallowing the lump in his throat. He has no choice in any matter here. He would somehow handle them dying. He will make himself handle their food shortage situation. What he can't handle is this kind of stress, this kind of uncertainty, of not knowing whether he has lost anything, what he has lost, how he needs to proceed with what remains.

"Not for a little while." He knows that time is the one thing he has in abundance that no one else does, but if Neal has any understanding, any forgiveness, any time to spare. He should like to take it.

"That's okay," Neal says softly. He closes his eyes, takes a shaky breath. "If you need to take a pipe to a few walls, that's all right too. God knows I might."

God knows. Every little phrase like that hits differently after this, somehow. God seems better suited to being an expletive than anything else.

He presses his face against Doc's shoulder again. He knows he should tell him about what happened to them, on the other side. In that other place. He needs to tell both of them, Doc and Malcolm. They need the information, any information is good information, but reliving it again--

As though his mind won't replay the events of the past day for him again, again, again, until he feels like he's going crazy. Crazier. "We... When you're ready to hear it--things happened, on the other... other side. Wherever we were. We were somewhere, in another Mathias."

He finds himself slipping into a protective sort of almost-cradle, one arm around Neal's back, the other hand patting the back of his head gently. If there's going to be any pipe-swinging in the foreseeable future, it won't be on today's schedule. Today is reserved for a different kind of comfort and solace.

Is Doc the one not ready to hear it or is Neal the one not ready to talk about it? In either case they probably need a few more minutes and maybe to relocate to the couch. Maybe tea. Or some food. Not that there's much of anything left in the fridge. Leftover grits - probably not something that's part of the city folks' diet although Malcolm didn't complain, likely out of kindness or just sheer exhaustion from Mathias taking and taking and taking relentlessly from them.

"Do you wanna... I could bring you something warm to eat? You could sit by the fire, get warm." This 'other Mathias' talk didn't slip past him, but he's not sure he can make any sense of it without any more context. Of course, had he known about the fire in the other Mathias, he might not have suggested it.

Neal shudders at the mention of the fire. He glances toward it and finds himself arrested by the flames, feeling a mix of trapped and eager. His grip on Doc loosens fractionally.

"Yeah..." He says it softly, distracted. "I guess I haven't eaten since--"

Since his stomach got ripped out onto the snow. Another convulsive little shudder. He's still staring at the fire, the shudder turning into a steady tremor. His right hand twitches involuntarily against Doc's back, and Neal finally lets go with a tiny gasp, tearing his eyes from the fire and backing up enough to brace one hand on his knees. He clenches his right hand, trying to hide the little shake, but how much luck is he going to have when they all see it in Malcolm all the time?

He closes his eyes and focuses on breathing. "I'm okay," he says firmly, even though it's obvious he's not. "I think something to drink would be good."

Okay, he hates to be crass, but this don't look like 'I'm okay' to him.

"Alright." He steps in a little closer to get Neal to straighten up, to move over to the kitchen. It's probably a bad idea to try and balance on a barstool he can't really slump in, so Doc opts to guide Neal to a more comfortable dining chair, getting him seated properly.

"Hey." He's crouching down next to Neal, a warm hand patting the top of his thigh a couple of times. "I won't be five minutes, alright?" He will stay in Neal's line of sight at all times, resisting the urge to check the New Yorker over his shoulder every time he has his back partially turned to him. He'll make some tea and reheat just a small bowl of grits, see if Neal can stomach anything before offering up seconds.

When he returns to the dining table he also brings with him a bottle of judgement-free get well moonshine. If Neal wants to pour some of it into his tea, the way Doc takes his coffee on too many mornings, there won't be any comments thrown his way about it. He usually knows what people need to hear, but there's nothing he can say or do in the background right now to fix any of this. There are no promises that can be made. No guarantees what tomorrow would bring. No light at the end of the tunnel. It takes some time, getting used to the dark. Time and patience with yourself that not everybody has.

"I don't know if-... if anything's going to get better. But you will get better at dealing with this."

Neal nods silently, staring at his palms where his hands rest on the table, trying not to cry at the tremor he feels in his right. He closes his eyes, listening to the sounds of Doc moving around the kitchen, bathing himself in the familiarity of it. These are sounds he knows. Sounds of life. Sounds of living. So much better than the endless silence of that other Mathias.

When Doc comes back to the table, Neal nods, accepting the truth of it without liking it one bit. His hand overs over the bottle of moonshine, the possibility of it so tempting right now, but ultimately he just picks up the tea. He needs something without the taste of an oil slick, something that won't leave his mouth feeling dry. Besides, he doesn't want it to become a habit. He never let himself make alcohol a habit when things went wrong back home. He can't start here, even if things are so much more than wrong.

He takes a sip, then nearly drops the cup when the heat of it scorches his lips and tongue. Neal sets it down abruptly, closing his eyes again. He breathes in slowly. "Could I... sorry, could I have a couple of ice cubes?"

Neal's voice is soft with something like shame.

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"Sure." Give Doc anything to do other than hover like a worried dad and they would both be much better off for that. He moves to the kitchen again to get some ice out of the freezer. It had been much more barren before but he's too focused on getting Neal settled to really pay attention to how the fridge has restocked. If he'd been cognizant of the replenished stocks he probably would have considered starting to make a jug of some cold sweetened tea again to keep in the fridge.

He has more than Neal he would need to be focusing on too, in short order. Too many things to do really, now that it feels as if the day had started over and they have a second chance at getting a few things right this time. Bringing a bowl of ice over, he sets it down next to the tea and lingers close by. Doc is mindful of letting Neal handle Neal, to be less of a... smothering or overly helpful presence? No doubt to somewhat limited effect.

"If you don't mind, I-- should like to sit with you a while." No doubt they say things about misery loving company but in this instance it is more Doc wanting to have some permission to hover, even if it is in silence. Just to brood, maybe, in the company of a recently resurrected friend.

Neal nods silently, then forces himself to smile a little and actually say something. "Yeah. That's. Yeah, thanks."

He plucks an ice cube out of the bowl and drops it lightly into his cup, staying focused on that for a moment as he tries to gather his thoughts. Watching the hot water gnaw away at the ice in a way that would seem gentle if Neal didn't know how it felt.

"There was a fire," he finally says. "In the place where we went, the other Mathias. Right before we woke up back here, there was a fire."

He shakes his head, finally picking up his cup again and sipping cautiously at it. It's still warm, but not the kind of hot that reminds him of how it felt to burn. "There... it was a lot."

"A fire," Doc repeats back, no question or emotion readable in his voice. He has questions, of course. The kind of fire that took some of the library with it? The kind of fire that sinners fret over? Resting his elbows on his knees, Doc wrings his hands, gaze lingering on the back of the couch through the non-existent wall that separate the kitchen from the living room.

"Did you get burned?" he asks quietly after a long moment. A long stretch of time would be needed to process 'a lot'. Scarring from burns are very distinct but with Neal fully clothed he can't really see any evidence of it.

To be torn apart and make it through somehow just to get burned, it- well whatever the preachers might have to say about that, there aren't really any words.

"No such calamities have befallen us here," he points out quietly, hoping Neal would be able to at least try and relax in this house now that he's back. It's not necessarily safe here but it's safer than where he had been before.

"Good," Neal says, voice barely audible. He can't look Doc in the face. "I got burned, yeah. I..."

His throat feels squeezed around the words. "I died again," he manages. "Or... whatever I could do that was like dying, there. Woke up on the beach after that."

That raised some uncomfortable questions, about the nature of the fire, what it was for. Whether you need to die twice to come back here. He hadn't heard of such a requirement the first time people had died when the fog got to them - they simply woke up again. The beach it seems, is symbolic somehow. Water and birth and life and all that, maybe. Doc doesn't want to read too much into it. He is just grateful that they are back, and they don't have to contend with any fires here on top of everything else that has already happened to them.

"Let's get you settled in for today," he suggests gently. They can talk at greater length about the monster that got to them, the other place and the fire and all the rest of it when some time has passed. When it's not so difficult and traumatic to dredge these things up.

Neal exhales softly, smiling a little. "Yeah. That's probably a good idea. I'm just... used to having to go through it all on the spot, you know, for... arrest records, that kind of thing."

When did he get used to that?

"Well I am not placing you under arrest Mister Caffrey and if that is a sex thing it is far too early for that kind of talk," he jokes, trying to lighten the mood. Doc plants his ass in the adjacent seat next to Neal and folds his arms on the edge of the table, disguising how keenly he is watching him.

The joke startles a small laugh out of him, less because he actually feels the humor of it than because it's so unexpected. He fiddles with his teacup for a moment.

"Did you ever... I know magic, things like that, they exist where you're from. Have you ever seen anything like the things that happen here?"

"There are witches and demons who can do extraordinary things," he concedes. Angels, too, although he hasn't encountered any yet. "Sometimes, you live long enough, and nothing in life gives you any thrills anymore? You might toy with people for the sheer, cruel enjoyment of the torment.

"Right before I came here we were facing a sleep demon, put the whole town under. Sometimes I think I'm just dreaming, and nothing of this town, these events; not even any one of you is real."

The thought of living long enough to not care about people, to be that kind of cruel, makes Neal's stomach turn.

At the idea that all this is a dream, that it's all inside Doc's head, well. Neal can't deny he's had the same thought from time to time. That something happened to him, that he's in some kind of coma.

He shifts to put his hand on Doc's arm, for himself to feel the other man's solidity, for Doc to feel his. "Even if you are. Even if we are... I kind of like you guys."

"It would be a shame to wake up and lose all this," Doc admits after a brief stretch of silence. Not all of Mathias was worth remembering. But she's not worth forgetting, either. Doc would rather take the bad with the good than take nothing at all. After all, these memories are his burdens to bear.

"Might make a good story for you to tell one day," he offers with a raised eyebrow and a tight-lipped smile. "Five quirky gentlemen under one roof. I hope we have kept things interesting."

Neal laughs a little, softly, one hand fisting on the tabletop to keep the tremor from showing as it starts again. With the other, he gives Doc's shoulder a tiny squeeze before picking up his tea.

"That's certainly a word for it," he says, barely teasing. He takes a sip of tea, waiting a moment to see if the heat of it sets off the same panic it did a moment ago. More thoughtfully, he adds, "I never thought the phrase 'truth is stranger than fiction' would get driven home quite like this."

"Oh... well I have found that, facing down witches and demons, this is not that strange, all things considered. I couldn't dream up a gentleman half as talented as you." And Doc means that - he has no reason to butter Neal up or flatter him for some hidden agenda.

"I only wish that this town had been kinder to you. To us all." But since they can't all have nice things, Doc is going to station himself in the house today. Perhaps tomorrow as well. Until they are all starting to be okay with settling back in, at least. He imagines that would take some time.

Neal ducks his head a little at the compliment, the warmth of appreciation and bashfulness stirring a little under everything else. At the declaration about Mathias, though, Neal's spirits dim again.

He nods.

"I'd say I hope it gets better, but I have the feeling it's going to try and get worse."

"Let's just take things one day at a time." He has plenty of experience doing that. His Mathias experience, thus far, in some ways, is not so different from tuberculosis. There are good days and bad days. Given enough time, the number of bad days start to outnumber the number of good days. You can always find different ways of coping, and a steely determination and an unwavering mindset go a long way to combat that sense of hopelessness, but you can never really stop what you know will be inevitable.

He has learnt a few techniques for conjuring some good days out of nothing, though he has only ever managed it in few short spurts scattered throughout the years. He hopes, in this area, he can be of little service to them.

"Today you have returned. It is a cause for celebration. And you will no doubt need some rest. We will worry about tomorrow tomorrow." Doc will of course be staying in the house watching over them. He can't do much for the nightmares that are to come, but he can feed and water them at least, keep them alive just a little while longer.

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