"....Bedwarmer?" he questioned. He shook his head, setting that aside. "You're not an asshole," he said. "And nobody is a bigger mess than I am. And nobody here is... not a mess. All... all any of us has is the people around us here. And I like being around you. Whatever form that takes. I just... don't know where the walls are. I didn't think you could be interested in me, to be honest. And maybe I had too many feelings about it when you kissed me. But I don't want you to regret it." He pressed his lips together. "Neal kissed me the other day," he admitted. "Regretted it immediately. But we're still friends. He just. Got carried away. Is that... all that happened with us?" he asked carefully. It was an out for Raylan, if he wanted it. He got carried away in a moment. It wasn't what he wanted. Like Neal.
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"....Bedwarmer?" he questioned. He shook his head, setting that aside. "You're not an asshole," he said. "And nobody is a bigger mess than I am. And nobody here is... not a mess. All... all any of us has is the people around us here. And I like being around you. Whatever form that takes. I just... don't know where the walls are. I didn't think you could be interested in me, to be honest. And maybe I had too many feelings about it when you kissed me. But I don't want you to regret it." He pressed his lips together. "Neal kissed me the other day," he admitted. "Regretted it immediately. But we're still friends. He just. Got carried away. Is that... all that happened with us?" he asked carefully. It was an out for Raylan, if he wanted it. He got carried away in a moment. It wasn't what he wanted. Like Neal.