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The Village Mod ([personal profile] villagemod) wrote in [community profile] villagelogs2020-12-16 11:27 pm

021-023 » the ghosts of fallen leaves

WHO: Everyone.
WHERE: Eastern/Central/Western Mathias.
WHEN: Days 021-023
WHAT: A cold storm approaches.
WARNINGS: Will update as necessary. PM this account to have a warning added!
NOTES: Plotting post over here!

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DAYS 021-023
THE WORLD TURNS WHITE

“Are ye the ghosts of fallen leaves, O flakes of snow,
For which, through naked trees, the winds A-mourning go?”

— John Banister Tabb

The howling wind is what wakes the residents of Mathias each day now as the world turns slowly into a bleak stretch of white. Snow continues to fall in thick curtains of flakes that accumulate on trees and rooftops, swirling sideways in the gusts of wind that bow trees and whistle through any crack they can find. The drifts of snow grow taller against the buildings and the wind makes the already freezing temperatures feel bitterly cold.

By day 022, the far ends of streets begin to resemble the hazardous fog with how little becomes visible as the winds pick up. Buildings can still be discerned as dark shapes but the weather's warning becomes clear — a storm is coming. And by day 023, the storm arrives properly, the wind still screaming through the streets like a winter banshee announcing so many deaths to come. These conditions are far from hospitable and only the truly mad would be foolish enough to venture outside in weather such as this.


THE NEWLY ARRIVED

With an embrace of wintery white, Mathias offers a chilly welcome to its newest residents. They awake along the southern treeline bordering Mathias, near the small makeshift cemetery containing a handful of wooden markers erected without names or signifiers of those buried within. And not far from them is the schoolhouse, where in a snowdrift they will the frozen corpse of a young woman named Rey.




LIGHTS IN THE DARKNESS

“A lantern can give you light only when you light it”
— Munia Khan

When residents wake on the morning of day 021, they will find outside in the snow the abandoned lanterns of those shadowy spectres who have moved so silently through Mathias. Each nestled in a patch of frozen white outside their door, the lanterns are now cold to the touch, the half-burned candle within each one seeming to have been lit so very long ago. Inside the glass encasement is a small rolled piece of paper, upon which is written:

keep it lit

There is nothing more, and the prior owners of these lanterns will not return within these days.

There is one lantern waiting outside the building for each resident wherever they are sleeping — the exception for this is those who may have already claimed a lantern as their own. Removing a lantern from its resting place results in no apparent reaction, nor does lighting or not lighting it. However, whatever residents ultimately choose to do with these lanterns should be reported.











CONDITIONS UPDATE
SNOW continues to fall, resulting over the three days in upwards of a foot of accumulation. The winds blow in gusts over 35 mph.

VOICES are not openly haunting our residents, though they may still be occasionally encountered in the more heavily decayed buildings where some rooms seem to almost swallow whatever light tries to enter them.

THE FOG has still receded from the town proper and much of the eastern and northern beach, with the path through the northern forest to the lighthouse still clear on day 021. On day 022, however, as the storm worsens, the fog returns to the paths in the forest, urging residents to stay huddled within the town proper or else.

DISAPPEARANCES continue to plague the town. While Zed Martin has returned, Rey's corpse will be found in a snowdrift near the Schoolhouse; she disappeared on day 018.

THE STRANGER is gone.

THE SPECTRES are gone.


OOC UPDATES
DISCOVERIES have been collected and collated for your review. Please note that this is OOC information only, put together for the purpose of helping you as players see connections and possibilities for CR and your own character's potential avenues of exploration and investigation. (If we are missing something, please report it so we can add it to the list.)

AP REWARDS have a new option now — Ideas may be requested if you find yourself stuck. You may now claim up to 2 rewards per log: (1) idea and (1) other reward.

SANITY may be regained in two ways: self-medication and treatment. In Mathias, this means such coping mechanisms as drinking or drugging oneself into a stupor that allows them to face their fears and issues, or talking to someone about those fears and issues. Since both of these will take some time, best get started. (A form will be added to the Sanity page.)

REMINDERS — Don't forget about the bulletin board. Please continue reporting your updates to locations, plots, and discoveries. The map of Mathias has been added to the locations page for ease of reference. Make sure your character's sanity level is kept updated. Prospective players are still joining the TDM, so it's recommended to track new top-levels so you don't miss them.



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tinstar: (hmm)

[personal profile] tinstar 2020-12-29 04:05 pm (UTC)(link)
"Still yours to tell." Not Raylan's place and he wasn't going to take up that role. He was still learning about John Henry Holliday and that would lead to flaws or missteps in a telling that isn't his.

"Mm," he acknowledge with a look. "No, they are not." He'd seen John not a half hour ago and the Englishman had been in an odd sweet and sour kind of mood with an emphasis on sour. It had only taken a mention of Doc's name for John to blow up, but that conversation would hold until after the one that was in front of them. "They're gonna keep doin' it too, if I had to lay down a bet."

Raylan nodded at the lantern offer, glancing briefly at the door again. "When I go in, I'll run it back out. Though I'm sure it's fine on the counter.."

Ambling around the point had never been his strong suit either, and so he continued. "Probably better I find out that way then him spillin' on unexpectin' boots.. Sounded like something you both been knowin' about for longer than a few nights." He took a deep breath in as he continued. "You.. know I'm not gay, right? I've never..." He gestured uselessly in front of them. Sex. He was talking about sex with a man but he couldn't quite get it all out.
thering: (Doc285)

[personal profile] thering 2020-12-29 05:01 pm (UTC)(link)
"They will be the death of us all," Doc grumbles with a sigh, rubbing his face tiredly. At least Number Five had been willing to reach out for help, and had been willing to accept help on the occasion he did not reach out, even if he might have done it kicking and screaming. Doc will help him, and Klaus. He cannot say the same for John Constantine, at this particular juncture.

No, he would much rather talk about Malcolm and Raylan's current predicament. It amuses him so, and he is unable to hide the way the topic brings a little twinkle to his eye.

"I must say Raylan, you are a lot more dense when it comes to these matters than you appear," Doc teases gently. "I loved Wyatt. We were not 'gay'. It would be too easy if all Malcolm desires is sex. Sex is a transaction, an exchange that can be performed and enjoyed freely that anyone can walk away from satisfied at the end of a good night. No, what he wants is... to be cared about, not cared for." Doc understands this difference intimately, this need for validation, to shake off the shackles of constantly feeling like a burden, to want someone to see you and love you for the man you are, not the sum of your ever-increasing list of flaws. Not the pity or the concern. Never those.

"No one can choose what the heart wants. If you are to be letting him down I hope you would do so gently."
tinstar: (dramatic over the shoulder)

[personal profile] tinstar 2020-12-29 10:26 pm (UTC)(link)
He couldn't argue that statement - If anyone was going to fuel the chaos machine, right now, those two are at the top. Though, perhaps Raylan couldn't say much, considering what he'd wanted to do. At least his approach made sense with everyone's context, even if they all disagreed on what that context told them.

It wasn't so much him being dense, but more the power of a culture that had been beating down on the people raised there for longer than Raylan would like to imagine. Either way, to him, it would not be easier if that's all Malcolm wanted. For whatever people assumed about him and his love life, Raylan didn't do a lot of one night stands and sex was a foundational point for him and his relationships.

He frowned faintly. "Lovin' a friend and bein' in a romantic relationship.. those are different things." He looked over, brow pinched in his soft confusion. "You and Wyatt have that kind of relationship?"

Caring about Malcolm wasn't going to be a problem. Caring about Malcolm in the way he wanted to be cared for caused a few internal complications. Raylan had it proven that he was shit at caring about people correctly, there was always an issue, he was too damaged or too closed off or too.. Raylan. It was all well and good for everyone to think he was always smooth and had his shit together in his personal life, but he didn't.

It would probably have been better for everyone if Malcolm had crushed on Doc instead. For all their similarities, Doc was much more suited to that kind of thing, he thought.
thering: (Doc42)

[personal profile] thering 2020-12-30 12:35 am (UTC)(link)
There has been A Lot Of Speculation over what Doc and Wyatt are even back when they were both still alive. Speculation and rumours that they loved each other in a way that wasn't talked about in the West. Whatever Wyatt had said while he was still alive was his business. Dead men don't get to say anything anymore and Doc has always maintained the story that he was the Marshal's best friend.

"Our relationship is ancient history," Doc tries to shut down, as delicately but firmly as he can manage. He could have said 'it's none of your goddamn business,' 'what the hell are you getting at?' or 'who gives a shit anymore?' but Raylan hadn't asked the way other people ask, when they're trying to get at Doc in some way. There were thousands of other people alive during their time that were in relationships nobody gave a rat's ass about, so he wouldn't mind burying this in the past along with everything and everyone else.

"What do you want, Raylan? You cannot go into this focusing on what Malcolm wants. At least one of you needs to get your head on straight and know what's what, make some decisions, draw some lines you're willing to talk about. Much as I do care for Mister Bright, it sure as shit ain't gonna be him."
tinstar: (Almost guilty)

[personal profile] tinstar 2020-12-30 12:52 am (UTC)(link)
Such a shut down only believed Raylan to believe that they did. If he felt more agro, he might have pushed against that, called out the hypocrisy of not wanting to give name or air to it lest it become real. Either the relationship or the man that died over a hundred years ago.

But they were already on uncomfortable ground and Raylan didn't want to juggle all of it at once.

"Never much matters what I want, Doc. Never has." Never would. Raylan's jaw worked under a breath as he studied the lanterns, chewing on his own proverbial liver. "I'm not what he thinks I am. The league I'm in is damaged and livin' outta a motel room and a Jim Beam bottle who can't hold down a relationship for longer than a month, my marriage aside. He likes a fantasy idea of me." He liked the cool, affable, unflappable mask that Raylan wore around effortlessly.

"Best it's left alone." Better that Malcolm think of him that way then the way he really was. An angry man full of capable violence.
thering: (Doc209)

[personal profile] thering 2020-12-30 01:39 am (UTC)(link)
"Raylan. Everyone in this house is damaged, putting out fantasy ideas of ourselves. Do I look and feel like the man they write about in all those books and on the internet? No, I am not who you thought I was. I'm just another asshole. Just like you, matter of fact." They're cut from a very similar cloth. It's why they get along so well. And it's why Doc knows when not to push about Arlo and Winona, same as Raylan knows when not to push about Wyatt and Wynonna.

"Give Malcolm some credit. He's... good at 'behaviouring'. He can see through those cracks, even if you done your best holding your shit together." Someone needs to tell Doc again what exactly it is Malcolm does. He's said 'behaviouring' a few times now.

"Maybe we don't really know all the other sides of each other. Just because you haven't shown him doesn't mean he doesn't know anything, or won't accept you for who you are, flaws and all. It's no good for people living under the same roof to be keeping secrets. I told him the same thing. But it's up to you two, when you wanna talk about it."
tinstar: (Srs boi)

[personal profile] tinstar 2020-12-30 02:17 am (UTC)(link)
"Those stories and bullshit on the net is inflated and looked at through hero lenses that opts to ignore the ugliness that surrounded it; you cast your own shadow before I knew who you really are. Got a fairly decent measure of the man in front of me." With only a few wild ass curve balls.

He'd made eye contact for those sets of statements but swung his eyes towards the floor about ten feet ahead of him. Raylan knew Doc meant well but whatever secret key he might hold to how one opened up to someone else, he'd opted to keep to himself.

Not even Winona had gotten Raylan to open too far up, or could accept him for who he was. If a woman he honestly loved couldn't, after several attempts, what made this have any greater chance? It was a common complaint, him not talking about his feelings. One of his many flaws.

"Alright... You wanna tell me what happened to your face and why your hat is missin'?"
thering: (Doc21)

[personal profile] thering 2020-12-30 03:09 am (UTC)(link)
It was an easy time to be a hero or a villain. All it is is a matter of who's writing about what. The Earps and Doc could have just as easily been the menaces, shooting at the good guys.

"I fail to see how that has any bearing on this." Doc turns his head away slightly and brushes the backs of his curled fingers against his still slightly discoloured cheek. His hat has since been returned by Negan earlier today but he had gone two full days without it and just about everyone noticed.

"But, since you asked. I ventured into the museum with Mister Negan. We came upon something terrible. I grabbed him and hauled ass outta there. He picked it up along the way. I swear to God, Raylan, if you tell me right now you're going to go there poking around yourself..." Doc is not above slapping him.
tinstar: (totally confused)

[personal profile] tinstar 2020-12-30 11:40 pm (UTC)(link)
It was something that Raylan kept in mind, even when he was younger. They were all still Just Men. Men who made history, but Men, nonetheless.

Doc knew full well the bearing it had. If he was going to ask for something as distinctly difficult as admitting he knew something, even half glancing down that road, Raylan was going to put him to his own point. Prove him to follow his own word before Raylan would consider following it in such a situation.

"Why, just cause you said not to? C'mon, I got more sense than that," he said with a little backwards pull of his head that came with a bob. "'Something terrible' is a little vague though, you wanna elaborate?"
thering: (Doc286)

[personal profile] thering 2020-12-31 02:19 am (UTC)(link)
This conversation is already going marginally better than the one he had with John Constantine about the same subject matter. Hopefully they can leave the garage with their friendship intact; he'll at least have won some and lost some then.

"Not everyone does," he says wryly, turning his hand up and scratching at the bridge of his nose.

"You know it's funny I-... I remember the first time I met Wyatt. What he said, what I said, what we were wearing. Hell I could tell you what drinks we were having - not that they make it anymore." He can't help that small little smile that tugs on the corner of his lips. "I could tell you everything I had for supper every day since I got here." He gets alcohol-induced blackouts, sure, like everyone else, but he hasn't drunk to that level here. Not yet, anyway.

"I was in there not three days ago. Couldn't tell ya what that was." And the more he thinks about it, the more he fixates on it, the more the thing he had encountered morphs into something grotesque and sinister and monstrous in his head. He can't tell if it's this place or just two weeks of not sleeping or what it is that's getting to him. But he would never speak of his responsibility to Malcolm as something that is affecting him negatively, not even if he happens to be on the other side of Mathias where Malcolm can't hear him.

"Only that... you know little Miss Ellie? She said it was a fungal outbreak, got everyone sick, made them crazy and turned them... feral-like, done the world in." Her world, but Doc is still figuring out this whole different worlds thing, and he'll get there - in his own time.

"There were spores, like snow, floatin' around in there. I tried to get Negan out before he could breathe any in, but. Who knows. I came back late that night because I was waiting to see if he would- I don't know. Snap. Turn. Attack me. If I would do the same. I was going to kill him, and then kill myself, somewhere nobody could find us, so we wouldn't infect anyone else." Doc cracks a smile then, tries not to laugh even though he does anyway. It's a terrible way to go, having a contagious disease. Everybody dies alone in the end, but being infected, being infectious - you have to live alone, too. Maybe it's a fate he can't ever run from.
tinstar: (No hat suspicion)

[personal profile] tinstar 2021-01-02 02:07 am (UTC)(link)
True, not everyone had that kinda common sense. It was just Raylan wasn't that kind of stupid. Most of the time. He, unlike John, didn't have a death wish.

It was an odd way to start an explanation but Raylan trusted that Doc would work his way around to the point. His brow pinched as Doc came around to not being able to recall details. The preamble made more sense, the more he got on. Raylan nodded at the question about Ellie, interjecting only a brief "I do," before the pinched expression got a lot more serious and under his brow.

"Well I can't say I'm not glad you didn't get a chance to go through with that plan." He tongued his lower teeth. "That explains your hat. What about your face? Spores do that too?"
thering: (Doc99)

[personal profile] thering 2021-01-02 09:23 am (UTC)(link)
Doc can't resist adding a tinge of melodrama to everything. And while he wishes he could remember clearly exactly what it was that they had seen in the museum, he also knows that ultimately it is another part of the mystery of the town, and recalling all the details won't help them in their efforts to leave.

"No that was just. Carelessness. Would have probably traded blows with Negan though if we had to spend the night together. He's got quite a mouth on him." ...not that kind of blow, Raylan. Or mouth for that matter. He just gets on Doc's nerves and Doc is certain that he does so deliberately.
tinstar: (Is that so)

[personal profile] tinstar 2021-01-02 08:05 pm (UTC)(link)
So no sweet loving time after Spore City, got it. Carelessness looked a lot like Doc getting punched in the face but Raylan wasn't going to push the details of that.

"Negan? Huh. Met him the other day as a matter of fact. Seems nice enough. I hope cussin' ain't what kinda mouth you're talkin' about. We got a lot larger problems then manners in this place.. Last thing we need to add onto it is spores," he said with a sigh, rubbing his forehead.

At least they'd gotten off the topic of Malcolm.

"And no, I ain't gonna go have a look. I've heard Ellie's stories." He didn't want to go out like that, thank you very much.
thering: (Doc210)

[personal profile] thering 2021-01-03 04:00 pm (UTC)(link)
Sorry to ruin the surprise, Raylan, but that wasn't the reason Doc came home late. And he's been doing well to spend more time around the house since. Though of course, the increasing volume of snow has much more to do with that, it's also for Malcolm's peace of mind. He can't control what Raylan does but he wants to give the assurance that he would be around, not with words but simply by hanging around the house more.

"No, he is just a--... button pusher. But I would teach you some manners before we leave this place, Raylan Givens." Seeing as Arlo was probably not big on those. "You need to stop doing this, for starters." And Doc raises a hand to point at Raylan with his curled pinkie raised slightly before opening his hand fully and turning his palm up towards the ceiling.

"You would never catch a Southern gentleman dead pointing at people left, right and centre."
tinstar: (yeah right)

[personal profile] tinstar 2021-01-03 08:22 pm (UTC)(link)
Raylan being around as much would not give Malcolm much additional peace of mind, beyond knowing he wasn't out getting himself get killed. It was a catch .22. But he planned on being in the rest of the night, so it was a moot point either way.

"I don't know who told you I was a gentleman, but I think they mighta lied," he replied with an innocent pull of his face. "The accent does a lotta the heavy liftin' for me; I can't help what people think."

No, he let people think what they would and just smiled his charming smile at them like he didn't know any better at all. It was the best defensive measure, some days. "Somehow, I get a feelin' you know what that's like too."

He glanced into his coffee cup. "How much longer you plannin' on freezing out here? My coffee's already startin' to join ya."
thering: (Doc306)

[personal profile] thering 2021-01-04 05:15 am (UTC)(link)
"Well then at least we have something to work on," Doc says with a sigh. It is so far down his list of priorities here, it is true, but he cannot keep himself going indefinitely if all he is doing here is running himself to the ground putting out fires. Just as they would both stop talking over their drinking sessions if all they ever talked about was deep, heavy shit they would rather keep bottled up and battened down.

"People take one look at you. Think they heard your name from some place, think they know you. I used to like having a bit of a reputation, setting people on edge before they even met me. Now you get to a point where you just let people think what they like," Doc agrees. He wants to rewrite his legacy, but he knows he cannot. He is still trying to figure out what he can and cannot do in this new world he finds himself in. Maybe it is for the better to just leave the past behind and move on. But a part of him feels it irresponsible to do so so simply.

"We should check on the boys," Doc says with a sigh. His smoke is finished. The moonshine can wait. He can't count on nothing bizarre happening to the lanterns but they can probably stay closer to the internal door to the garage. Less of a chance they get bumped into that way.

"Get you warmed up while we're at it. Malcolm could use a big old hug," he teases with a snicker as he starts to head back inside, bringing the lanterns along with to leave them on a stool next to the door.
tinstar: (Squintin')

[personal profile] tinstar 2021-01-05 02:59 am (UTC)(link)
"I do have manners, but pointin' helps put a point on points I'm tryin' to make, that's all," he defended with a good natured innocence that would have been ten times more trouble had he been a younger man. The truth was, Raylan used it to put people in their place, to assert his position of authority, though he tried to keep the pointing at least chest level or lower.

Of course Doc knew how people were. Raylan could guess that Doc also knew how to put that to his advantage. It was a structure and a script that they knew well enough, in most all of its variants. People who were pliable enough to be played by themselves sometimes deserved it.

The smirk Raylan wore at Doc's comment and sigh dropped into a playfully warning half tilted look at him. "Watch it. Only hugs we give are at night." And Don't you say shit about it either, he knows you do it.
thering: (10)

[personal profile] thering 2021-01-05 06:04 am (UTC)(link)
"Funny I don't seem to recall you giving me a hug last night. Or any night," Doc points out with a chuckle. Of course, he won't bring up the topic of Malcolm once they're actually inside. They have unspoken rules around what gets discussed on the porch - and now the garage since the porch isn't available during the snowstorm - and what they bring back in with them.

"You should heat that coffee up." At least they still have power and all the comforts of indoor living while the weather's going crazy outside. Back in his day it would be candles and cigarillos, booze and being huddled around the fireplace waiting for it to blow over.
tinstar: (Laughin)

[personal profile] tinstar 2021-01-05 05:13 pm (UTC)(link)
"You want one tonight before you go off to bed?" he teased sarcastically as he followed Doc in, closing the door with a shudder behind him. It was easier to joke about it with someone that wouldn't assume Raylan was making a pass at him. He didn't even think about if Doc would bring up Malcolm inside - John Henry Holliday was a mindful kind of man and Raylan trusted him to not throw either Raylan or Malcolm under the proverbial bus.

"I'll just top it off with fresh coffee. Maybe some 'shine. You want some?" He'd meant to ask about John and that nonsense, but now that they were back indoors, and the fact that Doc hadn't mentioned it, told him that maybe later would be better.
thering: (Doc42)

[personal profile] thering 2021-01-06 04:03 am (UTC)(link)
"Only if it's not too much trouble," he jokes back light-heartedly. Raylan doesn't have to worry about Doc misbehaving or not keeping his hands above board. If there's been any funny business it's purely accidental, after two too many bottles late at night.

"Wouldn't mind some coffee with my shine. Thanks." Doc hovers around the other side of the kitchen counter. Not once has the speed and veracity of their alcohol consumption come up in conversation beyond the occasional quip about how they aren't brewing a big enough batch to age at least some of it to palatable levels, and Doc is thankful for it. He isn't sure how he is supposed to get through life without self-medicating.

"You're not planning on heading out again, are you? Malcolm's already bouncing off the walls." And it's not that Doc minds sitting with him for a day, but he's worried about Raylan going out in the storm too, even if he's saying Malcolm's the one fretting.
tinstar: (Eyeballin)

[personal profile] tinstar 2021-01-06 10:56 pm (UTC)(link)
He was all too aware of the dangers they presented each other with when they got to far into a bottle or three and if tonight went like any other, they'd be there again. Maybe Doc would get his hug, in the end, tease or not. It all fit in seamlessly with the relationship they were building, which made it much easier to even joke about it.

Raylan smirked at 'Coffee in my shine' and knew he was meant to pour heavy, pulling down a second cup and pouring them both a generous amount of moonshine before trading the bottle for the coffee pot.

"I might do one more round. I'm sure he'll be alright once I'm back in for the night." One cup was slid towards Doc as Raylan leaned his hip on the counter, free hand propping on his hip as he got his own cup. "He worries more than he needs to. I dealt with things a lot more dangerous than some snow. That's all this is. Not even keepin' us from nothin'.."

His gaze was probably weighty as he eyed Doc and weighed bringing up John. "You really doin' okay?"
thering: (10)

[personal profile] thering 2021-01-07 12:00 am (UTC)(link)
"Thanks." He drags his coffee-laced bootleg liquor closer, not expecting it to be hot when he gulps down a big mouthful. Not with that proportion mixed in.

"I'm sure that was what we were thinkin' - that it's just a bit of fog," Doc points out wryly as he stifles a groan from the burn of the shine - just because he makes drinking it look good doesn't mean he doesn't feel the drain cleaning effect same as everyone else - and sets his drink back down again.

He raises an eyebrow at that somewhat inquiring look but doesn't seem fazed by it as he folds his arms over the countertop, hunching over a bit and leaning his weight on it, fingertips resting around the rim of his cup. They aren't really the type to talk about how they're really feeling without putting up a brave front, letting things roll off easily, proclaim everything's fine with a shrug and smile. It is not what men of their disposition do. Doc wouldn't understand if Raylan is expecting a different type of response.

"Couple more of these and I'll be dandy." He smiles and lifts his thinly-veiled moonshine, drinking another dose of Bottle It Up and Stuff It Down.
tinstar: (u dont say)

[personal profile] tinstar 2021-01-07 10:58 pm (UTC)(link)
Only way to have the first sip was hot, in his opinion, but at home, he didn't drink so early in the morning normally. Nothing about Mathis allowed for normality; he was startin' to really understand that. It wasn't going to kill him to bend a little. There was no living well here, not like he tried to do at home.

"Hey now, that fog had intent to disorient in ways fog doesn't do that. Snow doesn't have that same gut feelin'." Both literal and metaphorical.

But his question was it's own subterfuge - No, Raylan wasn't expecting a different kind of response but it gave him a few more seconds to stall before comin' out with it. "You wanna talk about your fight with John?"
thering: (Doc297)

[personal profile] thering 2021-01-08 12:51 am (UTC)(link)
Doc takes in a deep breath and sighs out slow, taking his time with his drink. He hadn't mentioned anything of it, so it must have been John.

"Raylan if I told you not to go into the museum and didn't say anything else about it, you wouldn't think to go. Maybe you would have had questions, maybe you might have doubted my state of mind after all this not sleeping and strange shit happening. Maybe you would have asked around if anyone else had been in there. But you know I mean you no harm, and you wouldn't have gone. It is a matter of trust. Faith. Respect. Beneath all these modern embellishments and bells and whistles we know this still to be true; you don't take anything to the grave with you, and a man's word is all that he has."

Maybe it is old-fashioned for him to be thinking this way. Maybe there is no trust, or faith, or respect left. He wouldn't know if it was all used up sometime in the last century and a half. Or maybe this is only true of a world that no one else could ever comprehend.

"I would not ask for a man who does not know me to place his trust or faith in me. But that man does not respect a gentleman's honour." Doc lifts up his mug and turns it ever so slightly, unable to stop fidgeting and playing with it with nothing else to do with his idle hand. He took it very personally, to say the least.

"I said some harsh words I regret saying to him. But when he gets himself killed and his corpse turns up in the snow I will not be burying him." That too is probably harsh. Doc will get over himself. At some stage. "That is if he doesn't get someone else killed first."
tinstar: (don't think so)

[personal profile] tinstar 2021-01-09 07:23 pm (UTC)(link)
It was a little old-fashioned and, if Doc hadn't been honest with him, he might have had to break those rules. But they understood each other and the base values they shared. He knew Doc wouldn't go around giving commands like this without it being deadly serious and in this case at least, if Raylan said he wasn't going to go, he wasn't going to go.

He wasn't that stupid often.

Raylan took in the deep breaths, the fidgets, the underlying tension in Doc's voice, jaw and shoulders. Oh yes. He could tell how deeply John had dug in.

"So you told him not to go and I'm gonna guess he told you to go fuck yourself." Sounds like the way John would start a fight, yeah. Raylan nodded, the edges of his mouth downturning in a facial shrug as he glanced into his own cup for a drink before looking back over at Doc.

"I will. Might just be outta spite and decency around corpses, though I suppose. I don't know what he tells other people but I've been yelled at plenty about how bein' around him is some kinda death sentence. Apparently, everyone oughta be aware. He's a big boy, he'll handle himself, in the end. We ain't responsible for everyone who shows up here, you know that right?" Even if they both had sort of tried, between Malcolm, Neal and now Negan, though the latter two were still in progress.

"Especially for people who don't want us to be."

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