"Yes, I want them to hate her," she says, immediately jumping on that second thing - both because it's true, and because she doesn't fully understand the first. Victimhood, pity, and feeling sorry for people are not things that have typically come up in her conversations so far.

That last bit, though, earns him a frustrated sound made in the back of her throat. She is so tired of people asking her what she's going to do after, as if after is something that matters at all.

"Why?" she fires back, purposefully echoing his own words. "Why I should care about after?"