"Maybe not nothing, but-- I'm nothing good without her. Hell, I wasn't anything good with her. She was more than I ever deserved... and in the end, even though I tried, I couldn't fucking save her. Hell, pretty sure she just gave up on me." Or maybe she thought she was sparing him watching her die, or maybe she thought he'd run out on her, abandoned her.

He'll never get to know, not really. "But anyway, I am sorry you had to see all that shit. It was... a real bad time. Wouldn't have wished it on my worse enemy."