"I didn't know. I was- just some asshole who was really good with a six shooter. But I thought I would die sicker and quicker than my mother did, get thrown in a ditch somewhere, alone and forgotten. Didn't leave anyone behind. Didn't matter if I wasn't a good man."

He's raised his discomfort with his legacy before, more with Raylan than with Malcolm.

"I thought I was dealt a shitty hand, and I was entitled to be a little selfish. Things are different now."