"But they made sure you weren't there," he pointed out. "I'm not... I've met the Deans and Johns of this town. If I lose it on the wrong person, they're going to kill me." For all that he considered just... falling off the lighthouse stairs, he was mostly sure - most of the time - that he didn't want to die. "I have to... I have to keep it under control."
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"But they made sure you weren't there," he pointed out. "I'm not... I've met the Deans and Johns of this town. If I lose it on the wrong person, they're going to kill me." For all that he considered just... falling off the lighthouse stairs, he was mostly sure - most of the time - that he didn't want to die. "I have to... I have to keep it under control."