[ she doesn't bow her head, even though she wants to. regarding him with a slightly tired look, elena sighs and keeps her hands beneath her chin, fingers spanning beneath her skin. she wants to rip herself wide open, find what's wrong, and destroy it. but no matter how many times she tries, someone stops her.
it's hard to not be a martyr when no one lets her stop. doesn't he see that? she's trying to break the cycle. ]
Everyone who helps me winds up dead. I want that to stop.
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[ she doesn't bow her head, even though she wants to. regarding him with a slightly tired look, elena sighs and keeps her hands beneath her chin, fingers spanning beneath her skin. she wants to rip herself wide open, find what's wrong, and destroy it. but no matter how many times she tries, someone stops her.
it's hard to not be a martyr when no one lets her stop. doesn't he see that? she's trying to break the cycle. ]
Everyone who helps me winds up dead. I want that to stop.